cheese_hunter (cheese_hunter) wrote in askbelldandy,

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Friends...or are they?

I used to have a big group of friends. Quite big anyway. Ok, so last year, my friends were great...infact, last term my friends were, well, i guess you could say, great, at least we stuck together. But just recently, or so it seems to me, everyone started breaking apart. And I have no idea why, which is part of the problem. You know I said the biiig group was sort of splitting, well my problem is.
a.)I don't know why.
b.)I don't know where I stand.
c.)I don't know who hates who, or what. Everyone is giving mixed messages.

First problem is a "friend" (call her 1)who is really starting to get to me. I don't think that one good thing has come out of our friendship for a long time. She is often snappy, and makes me feel uncomfortable at times, by being negative about everything. Also, she is really unreasonable to another friend (2), who is an amazing friend to 1. Like, 1 will make 2 feel as though 2 is leaving 1 out. Which is not true. And many other things. I don't know what to do, because she can be so good a friend, but hasn't been for a while.

Ok, number 2. Group splitting. No idea why.
Me and friend number 3 are very close. Both of us have probably got the least amount of knowledge on the "current affairs" of our "friendship" group. Although she knows more than me. We feel, needless to say, left out. Also, there is a live journal thing, where people read other peoples journals, get angry, and hate each other. I don't know why. I don't know who these people are. I feel like I am trying to butt into peoples lives if I try to find out what is going on.
But I also feel that it is my business.

OK, last one! I feel, (I wonder why) that people don't like me, and I just feel like maybe I am annoying them. But you see it could be this group split thing. It's never happened before. I really need an outsiders opinion. I am so upset. Sad is the word. Immensely sad.
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